Hello EVHS !

I held up a sign. Just for you to see, that it was me. Today my heart was racing at every period. I was stressing every second of what you were doing. I was texting, calling, and praying to God that you'd stay at your school. The clock struck 2:56, I ran out of 6th period Spanish. I went to my locker. My friend Richard, distracted me with his questions asking "Where you going"x3. I fast walked to my favorite senior's car and it took me a while to find it. I took so many turns I swear I was going in circles. But eventually he found me, then we speeedraced to Evergreen. We got lost along the way, poor Marcel. I wonder how he finds his underwear in the morning, JK, but he had no sense of direction that my tone increased. But then, we eventually when the right way. It took two U-turns just to get to EV, and i see marcel waving his hands. I give him the biggest hug first, because he deserves it he was the key guy to this plan. Then I see Elliott, My bestfriend. boy did I miss him. His adorable smile, and his sweat went everywhere but it was worth it. Then Awww, there came Vy Mai. She's still the cutest I last her, and I promised her that the next time I see her won't be three years from now so I won that bet. Then a guy, named Tim came. Lucky, he brought me to Jansen. Though I was alone. I looked like a short girl carrying a poster bigger than her. I stood on some big thing, and waited holding the sign up to my eyes. I see a mohawk, white shirt, tight jeans, half-cab guy come out. My boyfriend. He tries to read the sign, too bad it was in highlight so he couldn't read it. But he saw his jacket, and knew it was me. He walked closer and closer. Unfortunately I didn't get a hug. Then thats when it all went bad. Sure, he was happy to see me but actions speak more than words and it felt likt I was unwanted un needed. I swear my eyes were getting watery. I went through alot just see him, just to make him smile. And it was worth it. Even if I didn't get the best reaction or whatever at least through out the hour and a half we spent together, it was worth something. My boyfriend, he was absolutely cute when he was dancing, though his face was pretty weird? Looked like it was Botoxicatd. i dont know. Sure we did the girlfriend boyfriend thing, kissed, hugged, spent time, looked cute. His very cute friends came and gave me hugs, introduced i didn't feel scared. I was just really shy. I sat out most of this game, next to his backpack or next to some window, hoping that no one swings the door or I'll get hit. 5:30 came, My FS was going to pick me up. I was upset, that it wasn't what I was really hoping for. Jansen, left me most of the time. But as long as he was happy, then I didn't want it to go away. As long as he was happy. So he waited with me and opened the door. HandShaked my F S and gave us some safe words and closed the door hard. I didn't look back, or at the window. I was to upset to watch him walk away, knowing I hate saying Goodbye. Then me and FS went to in n out. Ordered usual cheeseburger without onions. He order double double without tomatoes, he is very allergic. We had our talk.I finished my burger pretty quick in the car. Then I was off home. Mom was home, so was "it". Didn't talk to my mom or smiled. Just went upstairs took a nap. Woke up, talked to Katap, then packed as quickly as possible. My mom bitched, because I wasn't fast enough. I guess I was still tired. Went to aunts house, I felt really sick so I layed down as my boyfriend texted me asking me if I'm feeling okay, telling me the usuals, and his everyday I love yous. Now I'm currently at my cousins house, Pines. I have work tomorrow at 9am. Today, I assumed it was my worst day ever. It became one of the days to remember. Until I see you again Evergreen Highschool.





"I Love You!"