Jansen Abellera

Today, I get the message of your tears falling and your heart sinking. It wasn't a good morning for you. And I wasn't helping at the beginning. But I just want you to know that I love you, and I promise to stay this time. I'm sorry that I did that in the first place, but things changed, and now it changes again. My mind. My mind is set on you. As well as my heart. "My heart is going to fall out of my head". Not tht my heart is in my head, but you need a little heart in everything. And I'm telling you things are going to get better. He's still in your life. And he still loves you as much as you love him, maybe even more. I've been there, still going through it. And now its you and me. I got you. I'm always going to be there. I'm always going to try my hardest to make you the happiest kid on the planet. Though my words aren't so deep, I hope they are at least comforting. Love letters, love letters that I send to you through this. And I'm telling you, everything is going to be more than okay. Your only fifteen, you have more things to go through more things to worry about. Life goes on. remember, and your life.. Well I'm always going to stay in it. I'm not going anywhere. I refuse to let go, and I refuse to let us go downhill. I love you Jansen. I love you more and more everyday. I wish you would smile. I wish you were getting better. I wish I can see you. I wish that Wednesday was a FOR SURE. I wish you were here. I wish I was near you. I just Wish... I love you Jansen, just because he's gone and they're separated doesn't mean they don't love eachother whatever you say. You think they don't, but deep down you know that they still do. Just like with me, no matter how much I tell you I hate you and I'm mad at you. You know I still love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you Jansen Camara Abellera. You're part of my family.

Instead of wishing, why don't you just do something about it.