24 hours together.

Yesterday, My plan was a success. I got to spend the whole day with my boyfriend. From the time we closed our eyes to sleep and the morning we opened them. I went to his school, waited for him and them to finish practice. It was fun, until the whole "camera" incident. I honestly didn't know it was in my bag, My Bad Vincent. But that was so horrible, I wish I wasn't so sensitive. Jansen, Elliott, Meagan, Emmeline, Christian, Nikko and I went to Burrito, to eat. I swear jansen, you wait on me hand and foot and I don't need that, I don't need you"whipped". Marcel came, my smile grew I miss him, my bro. Marcel and I went for a quest to talk about how life's been treating us and everything, Emmeline came we were at this aisle for a very long time "deciding". Then we met up with the rest at some fountain. Here is when Gay, Lesbian & Straight kisses come. Gay= Marcel and Jansen Kissed TWICE. Lesbian= Me and Emmeline & Me and Meagan. Straight= Elliott & Meagan. Wonderful. We record it, hopefully my boyfriend (thefimface) on youtube posts it. We went back, me and Jansen had that small "space" fight/talk. All i could do was yell to the top of my lungs, I NEED MY SPACE. But then when I said that, I felt like I get that everyday, the fact that I needed it because of how he was treating me felt like something was so wrong. So we went the lake, and we stayed there talking. Talking about how we felt, tears dropped from each of us. Frowns slowly appeared. But when I calmed down, his smile came up. Frown faded, and we were better again. We walked to Christian's house to meet up with the rest, and we all just ended up dancing upstairs. Bgirl. We walked Meagan and Emmeline to meagan's house, and we chilled there for a while. her house is the nicest house I've ever seen so far. So we all chilled then curfew came up so Christian, Me, Jansen, Elliott and Marcel departed. I got Msquared Eto the fourth. (= its crazy. Marcel, Elliott,Erika. And then that night. Meagan, Emmeline, Erika. Love Love Love it. Well after that we were mission impossible going to Jansen's house. Sneaked in his house, and settled in. Borrowed clothes, and we all went to the living room. Watched Fun with Dick and jane, started falling asleep.

So jansen took me to his room, we talked and looked at our pictures, few kisses goodnight, and slept. At times we would wake up to knocks from Elliott or Marcel and we'd end up talking and sleeping again. We watched the stars as we started closing our eyes to sleep again. We went back to the living room. Figured it would be safer to sleep with Elliott, marcel and Christian since Elliott and marcel could hide me. So we did that, Jas & Mon came. I swear I was dying under blankets and pillows. But they left. So jansen and I went back to his room and talked about how bad it sucks that we're far. We slept again. Then we woke up, went back to the living room slept there. Tried eating Rocky Road but it was too cold. So we moved to the other living room. We talked, and ate Rocky Road. My favorite icecream (= Funny how that was the only icecream in his Frigerator. We slept in that living room for a while then we went back to the other living room with the guys. I kept moving Elliott's hands across his face and poking him, Jansen got mad. We ended up falling asleep next to elliott's head behind the couch. Woke up to the pots and pans of Jansen's Dad cooking. His dad left around eightish. Jansen and I woke up to Elliott's EEECHAAAN call, so we went to Jansen's room and slept more. Woke up, and played guitar hero/ brawl all morning. But Jansen cooked me food, and we walked up to "the deck" of his house. and we saw the view from his house. Beautiful. We talked, praised, I yelled I love Jansen =x got introuble from Jansen, said I was too loud? oh wells. Well we talked, kissed a few times, and just tried to keep eachother warm from the cold. We walked down again, and we all just chilled in the living room. Jansen and I went back to his room, told me to pick out all the shirts i wanted cuz he was giving it to me. but I rejected it, thats too much already 'm not asking for material crap. So I fell asleep next to him, and he told me he'll be back. So I slept for ten minutes, then he came back, carried me to the living room so i could sleep there with everyone. Woke up to them screaming to dumb scary movies. Pussys. Then we all got ready and left around 12ish. I ddn't have a ride home, so Jansen took the bus with me home. It was fun, new experience. He slept during the bus ride. i guess him watching me all night, making surenothing happened took alot out of him. So i watched him sleep, making sure no one bothered him. We walked to the Pine's park. And layed on the grass talking about the "past". Mistakes, eachother, other people, us, friends, life, family, just about everything. Then we went to the park, we talked in the slide kissed alittle and just talked. It was already four, so he walked me to my cousins, but i walked him half way to GreatMall. Took awhile to say goodbye again =/ He already knows, "your crying huh". Yeah. I was. It still sucks, but its getting easier. As he tells me, he'll see me this week friday & saturday. We spent 24 hours together. A full 24. I love you Jansen.

I love you because...