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So computer apps is pretty a new revolution to carpool tunnel and some here and now finger cramps and cracking knuckles. Today, I forgot we had to dress up. Like I know how can I? Its Every Wednesday, it was funny too because everynight I lay out my clothes, or well trying to now. And yet I forgot dress up for Wednesday. Well its okay, every other week is fine with me. I've seen the give and takes from people, especially a particular. You know what, I don't understand what you want with me or want me to do. I can't keep on pretending that everything is okay when its not. Lookin at you, seeing how much I don't realy know you. Or realizing that its hard to even smile around you knowing if your thinking total bullshit about me. But, I keep trying, I keep smiling, I keep acting like everything is okay. Making things better for the best, for you, for me. Just so we can keep living in peace. Well First period, benchmark test it took me a while. I can't get it right the first time. Then 2nd period, Pardo. Mhmm all we did was watch a movie. Though Steven, like moved hella far from me I think he got mad at the fact he asked me something an I gave a hella bitch move. I know sorry, but it wasn't your business. It wasn't your right to just eavesdrop and try to get stuff from me like some vending machine. She's my bestfriend, and I wouldn't talk to you about her issues in life. Though I talk to them with Amery. Well its Amery, another strong independent woman I love to listen and vent to day by day. Life is full of smiles and giggles when I loook at her, a pure beauty. Well I swear I was getting Teary, I can't handle blood. I just can't. Not anymore, I hate the sights of pain. Especially with all the killing. I love horror videos ofcourse, but only because I love seeing my reaction taking all the suspense and blood. How hard it is for me to see someone killed =/ Yeah. Third period, I didn't fall asleep pretty easy. Macy, lifesaver she's helping me. F's, thats what I have, A's is what I am for. I guess my highest right now is just an A- with a B, and F's down the line. Dont ask. I don't or do not want to talk about it. Fourth period, simple. Thinking about friday, and next week. One month?? Already! I smile, yet I'm cock blocked cuz next week I'm gonna spend it with Caroline, my seestar. (= Well At least 10,11= PYT (=

Your phone died, its okay I still miss you. I hope your feeling better, hate the sound of you sick coughing and everything. But i love your voice, knowing that it is hard =/ Its hard keeping us strong and knowing at any time we can slip. But, I trust that You'll never want that. I love you Jansen, feel better babe.

Making Typos that you can't backspace.