I wish my internet was working, I wish DSL/SBC in my house wasn't down. I wish I could of blogged abou the past wonderful days of my life. This week has been the best week God could ever grant me. Monday, it was okay. Tuesday, a surprise visit to my boyfriend. He was happy, he was shocked he's the love of my life. I was so happy. Spent the time talking to his girls, I love them. We went for a walk, and we scootered to the Lake. We took a long time, because we had a talk. Just a talk. Honestly you guys, we don't do that crap. We don't need those "stuff". I just need him, he loves me. And we're here staying stronger and our highest. Wednesday, It was our one month anniversary. Already (= Yes already, and it was perfect. Though he took a long time, we were still here. We have our cute pictures that I should probably upload but computer no esta worka. hahah. Well Thursday, long talks. Now me and him are so customed just to call eachother nonstop. In love. I love him. We've been happy, we've been strong. We've been getting along. I've realized how much I truly love him. And how much everday its hard. i miss him. I miss him so much. I know that as long as we have love then its okay, but I wish I could see him every single day. Its not the same sleeping on the phone, when we could just sleep next to eachother. Its not the same waking up to your phone calls, when I could wake up to your face. Its not the same to go to school and get a call, when I could just give you a hug. Its not the "same". But if thats the only thing we have then I accept it, I'm ready I'm okay with it. My smile, his smile. Thats all that matters. I miss him, and I'm happy.
Today, I can't wait to race out of Spanish class, I just can't wait. My heart is beating faster and faster, My smile is permant. I really miss him. I really miss him. The sleep over, the stars, the talking, the feelings, the love, Us.
Your the reason why I belive in reasons.
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