Back in My Life.

I've been hearing alot of different perspectives, differen't lies, different everything. And yet I can't find the voice within the voice whispering me the right way. I can't find mine. I've made my choices, I've done my deeds. I've looked for the best. I prayed for the good. I stressed out the stress, and now I'm listening to the stir of echoes. I miss you more than you'll ever know. It was silly of me to let go. But it was more of a mistake to put you in front of everyone and everything. To where I didn't even matter anymore. We can tell ourselves we went to fast thats why we're gone so quickly, but it wasn't that at all. You give me reasons to believe in reasons. You've given me strength when I had nothing else. I've needed you more than ever these past days, and I didn't get the full you. I've told myself to hold on, onto something that was never going to be there. I look for the good in people, and down your soul I saw a reflection of greatness. I miss you. I miss every single thing about you. I miss how you would call me before and after school, I miss how you would run back to me everytime we said goodbye, I miss holding your hand, I miss hugging you and looking up. I miss your every breath down my neck. I miss re-telling eachother our story. I miss how when I'm with you, it was the only place i could call home. I miss you blowing into my ear. I miss you playing with my hair. I miss taking a million pictures that no one else has seen. I especially miss your voice, knowing you were always theres. I know, how could I let someone like you go. But, I was trying to do what was best for me for once. Especially, when right now isn't good. But these are the times when I really meed you. But even before we broke up, we still weren't as good as we use to be. And now, this break. How we're talking, i feel like we've gotten closer than we were before. I still need time. I'm sorry. I don't want to get back without resolving what hapepned in the first place. I'm home sick.

I'd really like to come home.