Privet !

In computer Apps we have some Russian Teacher. Telling us only youtube if its about Napoleon. Well, we disobeyed her right away. First period, "Silence". Second Period, "Leaked". Third Period, "Fire Works". Fourth Period,"RussianSpy." I still love my blueberry Muffins, every single day. Its worth the 75cents.

Today, My plan was for my boyfriend to come and visit me. Hopes crushed one more time. Eyes dry, I was okay about it. Tomorrow, our one month. "Already". Yeah, I"m really excited. I have surprises hoping I either get to give it to you tomorrow or maybe Thursday if I visit with Ramzi. We haven't talkin on the phone at night. Sometimes it irritates me, because I know I want to talk to you. I know I want to just sleep on the phone. But I'm respecting what you want. What you need. And you need some sleep. So I make a fuss, but you just end up saying I love you and me being the one to hang up. I go to sleep mad, then I wake up looking for my phone and pressing speed dial "8" and the green button. Waiting until you say "Hello". My voice comes at ease, and I say hello babe I love you. "I love you". I say that to you everyday. " I miss you". I know in my mind when I go to school I won't be able to see your face. My hopes once again, crushed. Then you call. It was foggy this morning. We both didn't have jackets. Must be a sign for a long hug (= Then the classes starts, and I have to say good-bye. I really miss you. I miss you soo much. I ask for too much. I truly love you, and I don't need anything but you. If I'm asking for soo much, I wonder where you went?

I have everything you've given me, but where are you?